Feb 15 2009
Consumed
I’m consumed by thoughts
of what I’m eating,
or not eating.
Is this smaller?…
Is that bigger?…
Looser…Tighter…
I suppose that is the nature of the disorder.
I use it to distract my mind from more painful
thoughts. It makes me numb and oblivious
to all other feelings. Unfortunately, it also
numbs the good feelings. I just feel dead inside.
I have a husband who is in love with me, and four sons
that I adore. I’m blessed with a beautiful family, and yet
I push everything away to let the sickness take over.
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Hi there! Just dropping by to say hi… and to say that it takes courage to seek help and work through it! All the best - you’ll overcome the obstacle eventually
Rooting for ya,
Franklin
It is important, and good, that you are able to accept help and support. There is no such thing as “handling it by yourself.”
I know.
Doug at Retired and Restless